December 2010
“Even if today is painful and yesterday’s wounds remain, I want to believe...”
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Another Face.
It puts a pain in my chest to see you make plans with other girls. It’s hard to breathe knowing that you’re perfectly content and happy without me. It’s difficult realizing that I am no longer special or important to you. I’ve become just another face. As the years go by, it’ll fade with all the rest and my name will be difficult to recall.
I’m suddenly cast...
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O Brother, Where Art Thou?
“I miss every girl I have ever dated.” - Eldest Brother
True said, my dear brother. You and I are so much alike, it is not surprising I am experiencing the same difficulties.
My heart will always be breaking for them and the ones to come.
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Forgotten, Forever.
“if i wanted you the way you want me to, i’d come after you.” - Him
I knew this, which is why I ended it.
It still hurts, however, I’ve grieved enough.
Enough blood and tears have been spilled.
It’s time to move on.
This is the closure I needed.
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I wish I could say I’m better than all of you
but I’m not.
At least I know I’m wrong, though.
For those of you who are better than me,
I applaud you.
Keep going! <3
“Always aim at complete harmony of thought and word and deed. Always aim at...”
– Mahatma Gandhi
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I don't belong here.
Where is the rabbit hole I am destined to fall down?
When is the moving castle, and the magician who lives in it, going to arrive?
Where is my letter to Hogwarts?
In which direction is a bath house for the spirits?
When is my enchanted pendant going to whisk me away to another world?
How soon will I learn that, if I only jump far enough, I can leap through time?
“Angry, and half in love with her, and tremendously sorry, I turned away.”
– Nick (The Great Gatsby)
Anonymous asked: oh how much you mean to me. so much. i think without you in my life, i would be clueless and i would not know where to go, maybe i would go through the dark forest with drugs and hate. but you truly showed me the bright lights, and calm waves. and i thank you.
Anonymous asked: oh how much you mean to me. so much. i think without you in my life, i would be clueless and i would not know where to go, maybe i would go through the dark forest with drugs and hate. but you truly showed me the bright lights, and calm waves. and i thank you.
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hurt.
i’m angry.
i’m hurt.
had i met him in the condition that he’s in now, i’d be fine with it.
but he’s different now.
just another shitty stereotype.
i guess i was a fool to think he was much more than that.
what an ignorant, arrogant asshole.
things would be dramatically different if he didn’t pick up such a vile habit.
Anonymous asked: <3
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Hate.
For the first time in a long time, I am filled with hate for others.
I am scared.
Depressed.
Anxious.
Isolated.
These are my excuses.
It is hard to walk past someone, who has played a part in ruining the life that I wanted, without screaming and crying and asking
“why? why? why? why? why? why? why?”
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empty.
my heart is shattered. my feet are numb. i feel light headed. you’re very dumb.
oh, look. i rhymed.
(you realize how hot tears really are when you start crying in the snow.)
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Fuck Pot.
I have been sobbing all day thanks to it.
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Being Alone Is Not Lonely.
For the first time in years, I feel like I can breathe. I do not feel weighed down by the desire to love or be loved in return. I crave the company of those close to my heart but I am happy alone. Things are best this way. Yes, I am a heartless bitch but I cannot pretend that jumping from relationship from relationship was good for anyone.
I have fallen out of love with being in love!
Huzzah!
Anonymous asked: <3
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Secret Place.
I wonder what will become of our secret place this winter.
I hate change.
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best friends.
things are better this way. i have to bite my lip and watch what i say but it is better. i like not feeling so angry at and hurt by the one i love all the time. it’s worth sacrificing all those wonderful kisses for.
it’s bitter sweet.
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Red Cross With Silver Shine || Gregory and the...
“you do not have a soul. you are a soul. you have a body.”
– C.S. Lewis
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I made a mess of things.
I wasn’t behaving like myself. I threw everything away and disregarded the feelings of everyone around me to take a shot at happiness.
Because I have gone about things the wrong way, I have unintentionally screwed over, not only myself, but those whom I love very dearly.
I know that what I did was wrong. All I can do is apologize, however, I will not ask for forgiveness. I really...
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Sleep || Azure Ray
Distraught.
